可是也是，该是，停一下，仔细想一想...
什么是我要的，什么是我在追求的，什么是必须，什么是......
很多，很多的诱惑，很多很多的想要，
可是，更多的是无能为力...
真的，这是个容易迷失的世界。
或许，有的时候会将自己和别人比较，
有时候，会羡慕，会看轻自己，
可是多得我超厉害自我安慰的催眠，
学着看开，不要比较，这样会比较好过...
在想了太多，开始低落，烦躁，接着和家人朋友聊聊之后，
恍然大悟!!
为什么会蒙蔽了自己呢?
从一开始，那就是我的目标，梦想，志愿，
那么，该为了一些本来就不喜欢的现实而放弃?
当然不，要不然，就对不起最初的选择了!
或许其他人会有不同的看法，
但是这是我自己的人生，我的选择，就算结果如何，也是我自己的!
就像“The Road Not Taken”这诗里说的，
我不敢说自己选择的是“less traveled”的，
但，诚如诗里所说的，或许以后会后悔，或许不会回来，
这样的选择，一切都会不同。
老实说，以前中学读到这诗的时候，不是很明白，也没有共鸣，
现在却觉得太对了!!!! ^^
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
--Robert Frost(1874–1963)
我对自己说过，做了选择就不要后悔，因为后悔没有任何帮助，
只会令自己越来越难过，
要做的是，努力的令自己的选择变得更有意义!!
谢谢那么看得起我，但是，我真的是没大志的人，
我是想要钱，可是我还有更想要的东西，
而且，我的决定，我的未来，不是你们说的两三句话就可以改变的。
